The Energy of What’s Going on In This World

As a sweet and simple fill-in on how I use divination to gain insight into what we can do to reveal our best and highest selves, I use tarot and oracle cards as totems to interpret messages from my Higher Self as well as simply receiving direct downloads. I do not predict the future nor can I tell you if some person’s got the hots for you and wants your phone number. What I do know is what’s going on with transcendental, transpersonal evolution. The whole shebang. Physical, mental/psychological, emotional, spiritual.

Tarot has 78 cards, as the I Ching’s Zhou Yi has 64 interpretations. The I Ching is the oldest divination system known historically. It is a form of cleromancy, explained as “casting lots” in the Bible. I Ching focuses on outcomes. I use tarot to focus on insights, action items, and post-mortem evaluations to learn truths which transcend the 3rd-dimensional material realm. It took me a while to train and step up to the job of being an Oracle because I didn’t understand the paradoxical nature of destiny for a very long time. Everyone has both a destiny and freewill choice, the thing is, you are to use your freewill choice to accept and receive your destiny. You may think you know what you want out of life and that it is your choice to go for it, to manifest, to make it happen, but what’s to say that it wasn’t all your destiny all along? This is the ingenious plot of God to make your destiny your choice.

This is a critical reason why you need to learn how to balance understanding your true heart’s desires and the fear-based egoic fancies which are like a child’s liking for colorful candy which does you no good. Your true heart’s desires unfold your destiny. Your egoic fancies delay your path, distract you, and throw you into a labyrinth of mirrors. You often have such fancies and inclinations out of a reaction of fear. For example, when I was a child, my biological parents were irresponsible, had substance abuse and domestic violence issues, bankrupted, and I experienced homelessness at the age of nine. So, for nearly two decades, I overhauled my masculine energy and developed a harsh scarcity fear which was against my true magnanimous nature. My drive for prosperity and fulfillment became tinged with fear and negatively motivated, I have been working on changing this in recent years. To be positively motivated, I have to refocus constantly on the truth of why I desire prosperity and fulfillment—to taste of the fullness of life, to be truly present for what and who matters most for me, to leave no dance undanced and no song unsung, to afford to be the generous person I naturally am, and to support my life’s purpose.

I bring this up because this is a part of what the Judgment tarot card’s message brings you today. I did a weekend Angel Tarot guidance reading to bring you insight on what’s going on with your transcendental evolution journey these days. Keep in mind, time is a 3rd-dimensional material construct, humanity and this world has been shifted to a 5th-dimensional construct necessitating the collapse of Duality Illusion and embracing Unity Consciousness, the energetic frequency of Unconditional Love.

Judgment has been coming up a lot lately, for months now. Archangel Gabriel has definitely sounded her clarion call.

This is the Judgment card from the Inner Child tarot by Isha Lerner:

XX The Three Little Pigs

When this card appears in your reading, remember to build the world around you in a practical manner. Is your spiritual, mental, emotional, and physical universe anchored in truth and wisdom? Focus more on quality than quantity while creating beautiful works of art. Follow the call of the wild and listen to the voice within that guides you to fulfill your higher destiny. Take time to make weighty decisions. Realize the implications of your acts for the future. Stop wasting your strength by criticizing others. Recall the ancient adage \Judge not, lest you be judged.\ Reinforce your positive, upbeat, and inherently good nature so that the dark elements of the world cannot break down your resolve and dedication.

One thing that I’m seeing is a reclamation of all of who you are. You’ve been working on wishing and manifestation from childhood. There may have been a discouragement from wishful thinking, showing off, naïveté, childishness, idealism, etc.

An interesting thing is that inner child wish reclamation will help you balance, restore yourself to a harmony which was always the truth of who you are. This is the keynote, get back to harmony, start calling in the love and prosperity which is already your divine inheritance.

Judgment coming alongside the 6 of Pentacles indicates a Restoration towards a harmonization which will call abundance into your life and get you in alignment with a higher vibrational frequency. Remember, you are energy and light. There are microcosms in your body, your cellular structure, your cells. You are a universe of your own. The Judgment card is often about the re-‘s: Renewal, Reclamation, Restoration, Rebalance, Recommitment, Reconsideration, Reevaluation, and Remembrance of Who You Truly Are. The culmination of a lifetime’s worth of desires often becomes like a boarded up wishing well. It’s time to take that board off and see into it, see that it is full of stars. Release them to the sky and let them shine.

Your inner child has been safekeeping your deepest heart’s desires. Getting in touch with and healing the inner child will help you release those innermost desires and truths about who you are, raise your kundalini, sexuality, sensuality, creativity, prosperity, loving magnetism, facilitate healing, and empower you. You are not a fragmented person. None of these secrets were ever kept from you to harm you nor have your innate desires been there merely to tease you as a cosmic joke. Everything has a reason. The timing is right and it’s right now.

Your inner child is the Innocent Warrior, the remembrance of God and Divine Heritage, and your kingdom’s protective Dragon. He or she will even protect you from yourself. The Innocent Warrior will smile and, with a deep bow of respect, say, “Welcome home, Master,” when you get a grip on Unconditional Love, get out of your own way, become the master of your ego and not the other way around, let go of labels and judgments, let go of meaningless preconditions and obsolete belief constructs.

This is the message from the Divine today. I’m your messenger. If you need a reading with me for a quick and easy insight summary, please check my booking page on top of this site. If you need a more focused consultation on Inner Child reconciliation, please book 45 minutes or an hour with me. This is something I have been learning for about nine years now and am still learning. I would be glad to condense the years of lessons so that you don’t have to spend nine years getting the answers. Book here.

Thank you always for your love and support.


Progress Towards Ending All Forms of Violence

October 10, 2015 – Campaign to generate awareness about forms of violence towards girls.

Today, we are fortunate. All forms of violence are on the decline, whether they may be physical or non-physical forms of violence. Now, we are becoming aware that there can be cyber-terrorism and that a cyber culture war exists, thanks to phenomena like the Gamergate controversy, Edward Snowden’s leak, and Julian Assange’s WikiLeaks. Because of Malala Yousafzai becoming popularly portrayed in the media as a budding spokeswoman for human rights and education through the event of the Taliban attack on her life, people began to feel more of a softened compassion towards a controversial issue. Global democratization of information, technology, and culture has caused a lot of disruptions but also has had the effect of having profound changes for society where the faults break the ground apart.

Daniel Pink, author popularly known for his book Drive: The Surprising Truth About What Motivates Us, also published a brilliant book titled, The Better Angels of Our Nature: Why Violence Has Declined. This book was aptly named after Abraham Lincoln’s statement from his Inaugural Address on March 4, 1861:

“In your hands, my dissatisfied fellow-countrymen, and not in mine, is the momentous issue of civil war. The Government will not assail you. You can have no conflict without being yourselves the aggressors. You have no oath registered in heaven to destroy the Government, while I shall have the most solemn one to ‘preserve, protect, and defend it.’

I am loath to close. We are not enemies, but friends. We must not be enemies. Though passion may have strained it must not break our bonds of affection. The mystic chords of memory, stretching from every battlefield and patriot grave to every living heart and hearthstone all over this broad land, will yet swell the chorus of the Union, when again touched, as surely they will be, by the better angels of our nature.”

This was Abraham Lincoln’s response to the public sentiment that it was ‘world vs. us.’ Lincoln stated that the power is in our hands as a collective, not in his hands as the President of the United States or the Government as an authoritative entity. Many people are watching news and media, complaining about mounting views of dissent, but also beginning to realize that those arguments are becoming constructive by stirring people to finally voice their true beliefs.

Almost as quiet, stifled people around a dinner table sitting awkwardly refusing to voice anything lest they cause a stir, we have had an ongoing passive aggressive worldwide civil war which reached a point of hardly being able to be contained anymore. Out of this pressure, people have taken a stand to have their voices heard and to have the necessary constructive arguments to reach resolution.

“Why should the spread of ideas and people result in reforms that lower violence? There are several pathways. The most obvious is a debunking of ignorance and superstition. A connected and educated populace, at least in aggregate and over the long run, is bound to be disabused of poisonous beliefs, such as that members of other races and ethnicities are innately avaricious or perfidious; that economic and military misfortunes are caused by the treachery of ethnic minorities; that women don’t mind to be raped; that children must be beaten to be socialized; that people choose to be homosexual as part of a morally degenerate lifestyle; that animals are incapable of feeling pain. The recent debunking of beliefs that invite or tolerate violence call to mind Voltaire’s quip that those who can make you believe absurdities can make you commit atrocities.”
― Steven Pinker, The Better Angels of Our Nature: Why Violence Has Declined

The Art & Ingenuity of Being Unapologetic

Is an artist an entrepreneur? World-renowned artist Ai Weiwei employed 1,600 people of the Chinese city of Jingdezhen to create millions of hand-painted porcelain sunflower seeds for an installation at Tate Modern’s Turbine Hall. The artisanal craft of porcelain and painting was traditionally this city’s primary economy.

“You realize people tell you, ‘Oh, he’s the one making sunflower seeds’ and, ‘We really love your work. Can you give us more work?'”

Ai Weiwei watches everyone working. The workers are asked how they feel about their work.

Are you happy to work on this?
Of course!
Bring business. There is nothing much to do here anymore.
Basically, a lot of the people have gone bankrupt.

You will notice the camera zooming in on price stickers still on the back of a woman’s heels and another woman on a mobile phone. Even in the state of economic depression that they are in, they are still aspiring to mostly westernized standards of materialism.

I don’t believe that employing such people is exploitation with the proper mindfulness about the effects of globalization on their culture. They are glad for work and wages which enable them to continue keeping up with the costs of living. It engages them as artisans, which was their time-honored tradition.


Ai Weiwei’s documentary Never Sorry is a brilliant public display of refusal to back down from doing what he knows is right and to keep on his path of fusing art, politics, and globalization into a craft that bends the boundaries of art and entrepreneurship. In this documentary, he publically shows how the Chinese laws of censorship went so far as to cover up deaths of children during an earthquake, hack his personal computer, track him back to his hotel in Munich to physically assault him, destroy his art studio, and install security cameras around his home. He cheekily created sculptures of security cameras to say, I see you watching me.

This man makes artistic activism his mark of entrepreneurship.

Photos of Ai Weiwei were taken by Alfred Weidinger
Artist’s Studio, Prenzlauer Berg, Berlin
Leica Camera AG Leica S2
Apo-Macro-Summarit-S 120


Holistic Sustainability

Sustainability is a mindset applicable to a lifestyle. The sustainability that I am promoting is a spiritual, emotional, intellectual, and material ethos of holistic sustainability as a form of meaningful existence and continuity.

There is no perfection on earth in which there is absolutely zero degradation, detriment, or deterioration worldwide. This is no cause for feeling discouragement. Small, meaningful choices and shifts in mindset contribute to your self, others, and the environment surrounding you.

Sustainability is a daily commitment to sustenance and growth in the most wholesome ways possible. This is applicable to daily living, doing, thinking, and everyday moments. It is an incremental shift which gives small contributions to the collective consciousness of humanity and this world.

Spirit of an Entrepreneur

Today is a big day! I worked for several hours on getting this website redesigned. Today, I got the official notice that my company, Emalani L.L.C. is registered!

This is my business. I am an author, a woman, an entrepreneur. I have a lot to share with people and am happy to do so. I am writing books, giving talks and workshops, teaching, and mentoring.

I have been working on writing a short booklet on awareness. I find it very important that people consider sustainability when they feel the urge to step out and see the path appear. It is a fantastic feat of daring to be an entrepreneur, but there are spiritual considerations as well as monetary.

Being an entrepreneur is an attitude, a discipline, and the courage of self-definition. It means that you no longer will hold fast to the attachment to the financial system and allow for something greater than yourself to be your system.

Entrepreneurship can be something life-affirming and soul-sustaining. Having work for yourself which engages your passions, talents, gifts, abilities, and the powers you innately have is ultimately soul-sustaining.

In a spiritual sense, this kind of work can help tremendously with karmic cleansing and purification of your body energy. If you work in a corporate environment at a job you feel like you went for because you needed a steady paycheck and had to do something, anything with your degree, you often have little to no choice in defending yourself from unwanted stimulation or environmental stresses which cause somatic tension build-ups. In the long run, this could obfuscate your sense of purpose and fulfillment. Some people are able to balance very well and feel joyful, have plenty of time to take care of their selves, and hum at work. Others feel like they don’t fit. Both situations are okay. Both are individual experiences of differing life paths.

In his book The Big Leap, Gay Hendricks calls a person’s max potential performance the Zone of Genius. This is the phenomenon of someone fully engaging their potential. The spirituality of entrepreneurship is just this—authentic full engagement. If a part of that means disengagement from something which is not genuinely meaningful for you or moonlighting so that you can feel happy producing, it can be empowering for you to step forward.